Nichelle's

2010-03-15T02:05:00.003+08:00

D:
nooooooooo~
im going thailand soon AGAIN lol~

joey are you reading? ^^

hahahaha!

hope this time hengheng again and won't crash hor.
and i'll be there enjoying thailand with my deardear!
this time risky abit got war at thailand,
pray to god that i will be safe and sound ^^

mommy told me no yellow/red tshirts.

anyway i miss my cliques!
i dont think they sending me to airport lorrrrrrrrrr
walaooooo

now the middle of the night and im gonna accompany my deardearsamsamcutecutebabYbAby to airport later^^
and tomorrow movie with joey and jiahui, hehehehehehehehe.

i lazy upload pictures this time.
just one little picture for you to enjoy ^^
remember to download it and set as your phone/desktop wallpaperrrrrrrrr.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

帅呆了!

2010-02-12T14:18:00.002+08:00

(Hug like gonna marry? Lol)

Been working hard nowadays!
2more days to my end of work plus pay day!

Went to newyearclotheshopping on wed.
Tampines> Bedok> Cathay> Peni> Fareast> Bugis for dinner.
Travel fare chor uh.

Spent around 200 that day.
I got baby a pescados shoes <:
Got myself leggings shoes geek specs bikerjacket and etcetc ^^

Luv shopping! Another shopping spree soon,
anyway im going thailand on march with baby!
:D

2010-02-06T04:46:00.002+08:00

Actually tmrw supposed t go escapeeeeee...
but dono still going not.

Yeah by the way have finally 5th feb! means expo's pay is here~
but i havent go and take the cheque and if i take alr it'll need time t process so end up is 9th then can get money-.-

Tmrw will be a busybusybusy day,
expo take cheque > bedok inter sell phone > escape ^^/ bugis buy shoes > work.
8more days to valentine's day and to new year and also to my last day of work! <:

紅包紅包紅包! Come to me^^ ^^ ^^

2010-02-04T12:27:00.001+08:00

IM A GRAND MOTHER OF TWO!
;D

2010-02-03T00:52:00.002+08:00

i hate sam D:
he bully me.
sob.

he dowant show me his six pac.
he also always wanna force me to keep his money.
then also he always throw toys at me when he know im allergic to dust >:
now he is laughing at me!
grrrrrrrrrrrrr

i dunch lyykke euux samuel tan yong zh0ngzzzzzzzzzzz

/editted
sob,
he starting t verbal abuse me
..........-.-

2010-02-02T03:53:00.003+08:00

Let's make a wishhhhhhhhh~
Wish my deardear will show me his six pacs soon! <: hehe.

(ilovemycap!)

feel like sheesha now, hahaha random!
jsut ended work, went to simei ite to appeal for my beauty course tday.
and didn't bring my result slip, so end up rejected D:
gotta go back simei ite tmrw, meeting littat nick and serene.

i need my beauty sleep, currently at my boy's house.
12more days till work end and 3 more days to pay day!
angbao are on the way!
^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

anyway ytd was my first visit to simei ite.
super cool place!
hahahaha, we went to play pool with chee seong.
then saw alvin(!)

slacked and on my way t work,
found out my ezlink card was..... adult fare.
sob.
means im now an adult alr?
walao i dowant.
D:

i wanna find people to shop with me for new year clothes!
starting t yawn alr.............
gonna bathe and off t get some beauty sleep!
i love samsamcutecutedeardearbAbYBaByYy!
<:

2010-02-01T04:39:00.003+08:00

HI!
welcome a new update, also welcoming a new dead blog. tsk

been working for a week at chinatown already.
sick of the environment, filthy ........
idk why, i just suddenly feel like blogging.
hhahaha,
now my fingers are like cramp stuck at every letters, dk what t type ahhhhh

ohya.
tomorrow im heading down to simei ite to appeal for my course.
im seriously thinking whether should continue my studies or not to.
or maybe just work all the way?

then find someone to yang me?
^^

okay fake!
going to sleep lia0o0o0o0o.
gotta wake up at 10am tmrw!
meet my 2nd deardear joey! <:
bye (!)
I feel so contented cuz i finally updated! ^^
photos to share anyway <:

2009-12-24T18:32:00.003+08:00

Tsktsktsk..
don't like sia,
自动送上门.

Anyway merry xmas in advance!
I finally booked my chalet today!
Chalet's on the 10th, 11th and 12th heheheheheeeee

Went to orchard w joey and alvin just nw,
okay very retarded. i want my BEBE also leh!
(Hints hints)
I love that cap that says love, ciggarettes& alcohol from praise omg!

Haaahahhaahaaaa,
gonna get preparing for tonight.
Hopefully it'll be fun and smooth!

MERRY XMAS PEEPS!

2009-12-16T03:55:00.003+08:00

sudden urge to update hahaha.
been lifeless for the past few week.
anyway today's 16th!
it's daddy birthdaaaay :)
Happy Birthday Daddy!

tmrw got mahjong on with joey and co.
thursday outing with meimei :D
long time since i went out with her.
have loads to catch up with her,
also hopefully thurs night will be fun and successful.

yikes, ahbee's sick. must care care wor! :)

2009-12-08T02:45:00.002+08:00

we're over.
thanks for the great days we once went through.
i'll never forget this fucked up ending.
good luck plus all the best with best blessings.
i love you.

2009-12-08T00:16:00.003+08:00

i just think of you and you make me laugh.
call me whatever you want, i don't give a fuck.
and i'll assure that you'll, regret it.

i finally got my labret piercing!
haahahahahahaha
damn happy yay ^^

2009-12-06T14:30:00.000+08:00

Labretttttttt<3
omg asap pleaseeeee

2009-12-06T01:15:00.005+08:00

Nowdays damn slack
so end up mahjong at my house.
guess what? it cost a fucking bomb k,
i lost 40 and didnt even win one match
blame it on my luck D:

anyone can help me pierce labret or monroe?
^^

eh why my poor little vagina is being accused as a dick omg D:
am i that pathetic i gotta have a dick myself dono for what fuck also.
okay thanks joseph you are sooooooo cute i guess you cant differentiate whether u got a vagina or dick.
you should get yourself some medical assistance.

2009-12-05T01:25:00.004+08:00

When two people hold their hands, do their hearts link as one?
When two people are hugging tight, do they feel the same heart beat?
When two people are going through difficulties, do they stand by each other?
When two people go on seperate ways, do they still have each other in heart?
When there's two, is it always better than one?

2009-12-04T17:39:00.002+08:00

Life starts with a brand new day.
With everything well planned ahead but having us not known.
Probably you'll meet somebody new,
probably this time you'll start having him in your mind,
and you'll realise that life's not all about having just that special person..
but still so many out there still not discovered.
Life's interesting in different ways, and humans are curious by nature.
Thats when curiousity knocks onto interesting and sparks formed into more than anyone can expect.
That's when i got to know you, having to know i found you.
And i'm glad that you made me realised, god gave me a gift.
Not money, not fame, not health.
But you.

^^

2009-12-03T12:34:00.002+08:00

在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差

人质 by 张惠妹.

2009-12-03T11:41:00.003+08:00

i can't forget the way, your kiss is.
but im not the girl you should be missing.
you gave me the courage to leave, to accept, to face the facts.
i cried like some fucking idiot that day, do you rmb?
its because i was hurt that thoroughly that i know we'll just stick to being friends.
now i'm thinking of taking back everything.
i just stare at the screen as i type each and every single word.
i don't know how to tell you all these.
but i choose to blog it up, hopefully you'd read it.
aye? :)
you were the one who made me gave up on you.
now it's my turn to make you give up.
our relationship was wonderful, those fond memories just tend to make me smile whenever i made flashbacks.
i can never let go those days we spent together, i thought we'd made it through.
you've became an important part of my life since 21 may.
till now i can tell you,
even if we're no longer together, even if we'll never ever be together.
you'll still be an important part of me, could be an important best friend :D
because i'd swear upon every words i say, now, here.
that my love i had for you was the deepest.
among every guy i met.
you've been the most special, most caring, most lovely and cute.
you've been almost perfect.
maybe fate was making fun of us, maybe time wasn't enough for us.
maybe our time was all used up already. maybe our memories was filled up already.
if only we'd made it through and i won't be stuck up here typing this.
allowing my tears to flow through my cheek.
you'd tell me how many other guys i met in the past, they seem to treat me better than you do.
you're wrong, so badly wrong.
i miss your hugs, your playfulness, your disturbing, your smell especially, your smile, your cuddles, your house, your friends you slack with, your family members, your bed, your way of playing with my lips, cuddling your cheeks against mine..
i miss you too. its true, from the very bottom of my heart.
remember the night i just ended work and went to find you?
i use betrayal against myself because you told me we couldn't be together.
i betrayed myself and told myself i don't love you and that i can accept that we're through.
i hurt that badly that i was hoping you'd hug me the very next second.
you just wave goodbye, told me to take care.
so i took your words, and hope you'll probably be happier than me.
you will be! i believe you would, okay boy?
promise me after what we went through; there'll be a better girl than me.
so that you two will go through everything i wanted to go through with you.
so that she could be there whenever you needed someone and i couldn't be there..
so that she will start and end your day with a smile like how i wished i could.
so that your family members will love her more than me.
so that you two could make it one day hand in hand with wedding gowns and tuxedos,
so that i'll be happy for you, always.
even if i became just a memory but nothing else.
good luck and all the best.
:)

2009-12-03T00:21:00.003+08:00

This time it's serious.
It's no longer any time for jokes.
Problems are stacking into piles and piles.
All i need is a hug.
D:

ijustdontfeelliketalkingtosomepeopleandthosewhoifeelliketalkingtodoesntwannatalktomewalaueh!
today's bus fare sibei chor ah!
orchard with smbaby + visit to uniqlo> fareast shopping> dhobyghaut kena put aeroplane> bugis with serene&chinyong&co. for steamboat> whitesands meet meimei> bedok slack.

ok done bye.

2009-12-02T01:36:00.000+08:00

There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life.
Where to settle down with who.
There's always space for everything.
And patience for every special thing.
Just try a little harder, wait a little longer.
Okok, promise k Nichelle?
^^

2009-11-11T20:06:00.004+08:00

Goodbye to olevels!
:]
Say hello to long term holidays!

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yeah
Pay finally arrived! hehehehe

2009-11-08T12:05:00.005+08:00

Okay how does this sounds..
Having to hanging out at town for 3 days constantly.
And later meeting some VIP(tsktsk) there again hehehehe.

Couldn't get enough of it (townshopping).
Anyway happy pills! Goodie news!
Baby & me patched already. Luv him truckloadssssss.

I'm desperately in love with that denim blue blouse!
I MUST GET IT I DONT CARE >:(

2009-11-04T14:00:00.002+08:00

Countdown to last paper!

1 week holiday lalalala (self declare)

hahaha ;D

I'm currently at baby's house.

^______________^

Later got dinner at outram, zzzzz

Goodluckforallolevelslastpaper,bye!

2009-11-03T18:01:00.004+08:00

Because when the world starts tumbling down,
it'll hurt even more not having you around.

Its true that i miss you, even harder each day.

Walau now left with 2 more papers!
Damn relax. hehehehe countdown to holidays!
I'm so gonna get my new hair colour woot woot!
And it's effing tired after so many days of mugging, now feel damn drained out.
Need some rest and destressing!

Tata~

2009-10-31T20:19:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday to Ang Mei Mei! Yesterday was her birthday.
Hahahahs, headed to Brandon's before meeting the birthday girl.
Hopefully Brandon's gonna get well soon!

Bus down to Bedok and dinner at kfc.
Headed next to the nearby food center to celebrate for Meimei!
Lol damn poor thing, was made to bite the candle.
Stupid birthday gameeeeeeeeeeee lol.

Headed to east coast for bowling next! The guys was super crazy and we were lmaoing along the whole game! Had tons of fun and mostly importantly last but not least, happy birthday to MEIMEI! ^^

(Lol alvin~)

By the way, thanks to the god damn rain yesterday was a big hair day. Humph.

2009-10-29T11:12:00.004+08:00

How i miss those days.
But everything inside, never comes out right.

In an hour later i'll be on my way towards the airport.
Yes of course to be a girl good and study! :P
Science on monday............ T.T

ADAM LAMBERT! Hahahahaa.
He sang time for miracle, I got this from random search at google.
He's super gorgeous i swear.
But here's something more...
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Chio!?

(LOL).

Bye! Tag tag!

2009-10-28T22:32:00.001+08:00

when a man holds a woman's hand - before marriage it is love; after marriage it is self defence

love is one long sweet dream, and marriage is the alarm clock

marriage is a three ring affair; first comes the engagement ring, then comes the wedding ring. then comes the suffering

okay random. lol.
quoted from don't know who, Jiahui msn-ed me these^^

2009-10-28T20:05:00.002+08:00

Things come, and things go.

Heart breaks, then tears flow.

Ohya almost forgot.

pleasepleasewishmeallthebestformyolevelsonmonday

This time i'm truly sorry!

2009-08-14T13:37:00.002+08:00

As the saying goes,
it takes two hands to clap.

Also meaning, everything happen when there's a reason then the cause.

But does that mean it takes you to quarrel, and me to apologise..
So as to complete this relationship?

Thanks for the happy days.
I love you.

2009-08-03T11:46:00.001+08:00

Hahahahahas,
Currently in school's laaab.
I miss baby and maple!
Szemin don't worry even if you're not #1 but you're still in my heart but Joey is before you, hehehehe :X

#1's my beloved baby! ;D
School's ending at 1.30pm.... means maple! :D

2009-07-31T14:19:00.002+08:00

I wanna watch this!
I want!
I want I want I want~
Wo yaooooooooo~

Btw art's totally screwed up.
Monday's the deadline, and it's my death time.
I'm not done with my art yet lor :(

Oh, everything's settled down and i'm glad we made it through.
Baby i love you ;]

2009-07-27T21:53:00.002+08:00

Sorry doesn't make sense at all,
in my philosophy.

Just wanted you to be there when i fall.

当一个男人为一个女人哭了, 那说明他真的爱了。
当一个女人为一个男人而哭，那说明她真的受伤了。

Does anyone agrees?

2009-07-13T23:48:00.003+08:00

Hohohoho.

Just gotten back from movie w baby ;)

Ice age 3!

YES LAH, finally watch that movie.

Hehhehehehehehe.

Gonna rate 5/5 for it.

Tmrw's sch, sibei sian.

I wanna mahjong after sch everyday! (lol, joey.)

2009-07-12T04:57:00.005+08:00

What a wonderful hour to blog yeah?

Tsktsk, it's 4.59am nowwwww.

Tmrw free free leh~ No activity!

But last minute organized mahjong, heheheheheheeeeee

B's working frm afternoon till late night tmrw.

Boohoo! (Teehee)

Got down to 137 in the late afternoon,

Camwhored and slacked with pokers.

K, tons of pictures to update!

Weetee's been the joker of the day!

Hahahaha.

Becos i seriously find him damn retarded! (Oooops)

My precious boy's fallen asleep.

Such a pig,

but that's why I adore him dearly.

B I'm gonna hold on tight k?

Luv!

2009-07-07T21:15:00.005+08:00

Hopping across a numerous of my buddies' blogs..
Came upon a fact that I guess I'm the very last to know....
Sigh.. Heart wrenching..
Damn disappointing....
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I can't believe what I'm facing right now...
It's as if I'm left all alone in this world..
.. doubt anyone will understand?
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Will anyone be there for me..?
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My prelims are coming, nb-.-
Within 3weeks time?
Walaowalaowalao!

Currently at Parklane's lan. Haha.
Happy birthday to Liheng! ;D
We're at Parklane to celebrate for him. lol -.-

Oh yeah I attended school tday! And everyone was like,
"Welcome back Nichelle!"
(Lol?)

K how nice, I seriously feel the joy of school. ^^
Luving school especially Joey's & Pavi's company daily in class!
So gonna start working my ass to study for O's.
Yawnnnnnn~

This is the next movie i'm eyeing on! Woo! Ice age 3~~~ Here i come.

RAWRRRRRRR!!!!!

2009-07-05T07:23:00.003+08:00

Stupid school!

Damn boring can?

Tamade why i never kena h1n1 if not everyday at home no need think of school.

Walaooooooooooooooooo

I miss school actually, (Joey don't say I no heart okiee)

but school starts at a sickening time at 7 in the morning.

Kanasai.

Missed school for a week ;(

Monday's youth day woo!!!!

But....

Tues o'level oral, !@#?!#&$

2009-06-30T03:14:00.001+08:00

The best out of the best!
Met up w baby in the early morning.

Bus to ikea for his interview but sadly didnt gone well -.-

K wasted one damn trip. lalala.

Then went t my hse t grab a nicer tshirt on.

Headed to ehub for our movie wooooo!

Transformers!!

Im craving for it now ;P

2009-06-24T04:38:00.003+08:00

Say hi to my beloved! Hehehehe.

Metup with szeminbaby ytd at bugis then went to street.
K afterwards went to junction.
Then kfc makan.
And she left and me and mybeloved went for movie.
The ghost of the girlfriends past.

Notbadnotbad.

But damn shucks cuz we didnt go for interview ;(
Nvm thurs goin interview for sales promoter! Heehehee.

I cant wait for breakfast later, tummy's grumbling like a washinggggggg machineeeee.
guuu-guuu-guuu~

2009-06-22T13:13:00.006+08:00

21/06/09 :
Happy one month to me and my dearestloveliestsweetestcutestbeloved babyboy kelvin lim ahbee! Gagagagas :D
We met at some damn hour of th day, 8pm-.- and took train straight to chinatown to celebrate father's day! Lol.
Then he learnt how to warp wantons and eat my daddy's dumpling. woo how romantic!!

K damn cock right, then we bus-ed to grandlink for pool and daddy came t fetch us to bedok 85 for supper.
It feels damn awkward in th first place, now thinking about it again makes me wna hehe. cuz i just find baby damn cute ;)

Dad fetched us to 137 and baby gt screened.. blah n stuff.
Our one monthsary damn dramatic luh, nw at his hse later going for interview!
:D

Baby happy one month!
Sry for all those unneccessary quarrels sometimes, i luv u still!
mwakmuackmuuuuaaaah!

♥
♥
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Ooooh, also not forgetting some one i love even more and he loves me more than ahbee does!
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Daddy!!
Happy father's day :) I LOVE YOU omgomgomg shy~

2009-06-10T15:58:00.002+08:00

Update update update!
Currently at baby's house hahahhaas.
My damn comp's down. -.-

After joey comp's down now my turn liao lor.
真是的~

Nana say my blog's dead. No lor!
Nw i update k ^^

I dont knw when im gonna get back t sch t start study properly.
:(
Cuz it seems like i'm pei-ing my ahbee baby 24/7 almost everyday.
Ytd n today we're tgt for 48hours ++++ alrd.
Woah look at the pluses, so many.
Blah

Anyway, miss szemin! [:

I miss alot of ppl out there omgomgomg.
Losing lots of contacts alrd.
Later on got friend's chalet, tmr got didi's chalet,
Oh well. gonna be a busy week.

And i realised tht this month alot of happening,
Huiyi just passed away, she's damn young luh.
Hope she'll rest in peace.

Amen~~!!
Lalalala bye (:

2009-05-31T07:04:00.003+08:00

I'm screwing up my future i swear.
Lacking of my heart to study alr..
:/

I'm waywaywaywaaaaay back from my classmates luh.
Just like how i flunked my midyears. Failed all except for chinese.
K nth t be proud of.
I just, hope I'll get back t study );

Too lazy la walao!
T.T

Baby's at malaysia, how i miss him so!
Come back soon i wna hughughug tight.

God, im drowning into Cascada another you's remedy.
Damnnnnnnnnn wooooooooo~

BYE ;D

2009-04-27T16:53:00.006+08:00

I MISSED SCHOOL TODAY.
Wlao i overslept lah.
Work's fine yesterday, hehehehe damn slack.
Gonna start working at Tangs plaza isetan next saturday :P

Anyway i got trucksful of pictures of a guy I wna stomp!
STOMP!! He wears sunglasses like...
Gonna stomp him cuz he keep askin me t stomp other ppl.
Zzzz-.-

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Work at Isetan on Saturday.

2009-04-23T23:16:00.003+08:00

Siak ah.
I didn't expect you to zoom, and change 360degrees that fast.
Thanks ah.

2009-04-21T02:11:00.003+08:00

Siak ah, damn shag man.
I'm already in low battery stateeeeee.
Need my beauty sleep to replenish!
~_~
Walao my precious Jiahui's now in hospital, think she's pretty scared now.
Pray hard she's gonna be fine!
Tmrw go visit her, hohoho.

It's already halfway reaching morning and I'm still goddamnbloodyfucking awake.
K nothing to be proud of, hehehe. I wna go sleep now!
I luv my new cap. Heheheheheeeeeeeee
Tata<3

2009-04-18T00:25:00.014+08:00

It's like floating kites.

Quoted from Szemin baby's blog, damn meaningful.

"If the love is strong enough for any obstacle, no matter how long it is it will eventually return."
It's like finallyfinallyfinallyfinally my day's different! Gahahahaha.
Met up with Szemin baby for movie at dhoby.
17AGAIN!
Siak ah!! Zac Efron damn charming wlaowlaowlao.
Hehehehehahahhahohoho.

Afterwards headed to Eastcoast with Tofu for bbq.
Did no dick....... lol.

Headed to Chaichee slacked and talked.
I seriously enjoyed my day sia. Tons of fond memories.
Yj kor keep posing dumb pictures with my geekspecs. Ha!
Cabbed home with Serene and here I am!

I'm damn fucked up with nowdays dumb problems, one after another.
I seriously wish I'd be 7 again, so that I can have another chance to reverse whatever fuck's on which led me to what I'm facing today.

2009-04-16T22:18:00.003+08:00

I'm slogging my entire day at home.
It's like a damn routine.
School, home, sleep.
School, home, sleep.

Aku one day sure tk boleh tahan.
Anyway I learnt malay today!
Aku marah! Aku tk akan maafkan kau!
Hehehehehe.
Wna know what it means?

Give me shiokshiok then I tell you lor! Hahaha
:P

Oh yes,
I digged up flickr.com for peektures on rainbows and there's trucks full of chio peektures!!

Your love is like a rainbow, enlightens the darkness and defend against sorrows. But no rainbow will last forever..

2009-04-16T01:43:00.002+08:00

I'm thoroughly tormented by the questions I'm battling with.

2009-04-14T18:23:00.001+08:00

早知今日,何必当初?
You're fucking chekark.

2009-04-12T06:23:00.003+08:00

一倒霉就倒霉到底?
Okok, so now happening on me lah?
nnbccbbbbbbbbbbb
I must not get affected by it!
My studies!!!
I must pass my fucking olevel.
If not next time what can I work as?
ORH.
Sweep floor? Collect garbage?
Then I next time can blog about the garbage i pick up right.

Walaoooooooo!

2009-04-11T12:08:00.002+08:00

I luv going to school!
HOHOHOHOHO.
(自言自语)

2009-04-10T13:10:00.002+08:00

Hello Good Friday!
:)

School's been awfully fun with Joey's company but he's turning me off=.=
Apparently, he suck at jokes.

Apple B and Apple A, which is heavier?
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Answer ........
I also don't know.

(Credits to joey tan)

YAY!
I'm back to my own self lolllllllllll.
I'm freezingggggggggg in my room.
):

Going to gekpoh later.
Hohohoho.
I'm so damn late they're gonna kill me! k byebye!

2009-04-06T21:22:00.002+08:00

I wished that in your eyes, I was th only one you could see.
I'm telling myself that I'd be fine without you, probably just to ease the pain that you're not gonna care even when I'm gone.

2009-04-05T16:26:00.003+08:00

Hinder - Without You

I just want to be alone tonight
I just want to take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper
Cause something changed you've been acting so strange
And it's taking its toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave
Without you I live it up a little more everyday
Without you I'm seeing myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say I'm fine without you

Called you up cause it's been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together
Cause something changed you've been acting so strange
And it's taking it's toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave
Without you I live it up a little more everyday
Without you I'm seeing myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say I'm fine without you

Cause something changed you've been acting so strange
And it's taking it's toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave
Without you I live it up a little more everyday
Without you I'm seeing myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say I'm fine without you
Without you
Without you
Without you

I just want to be alone tonight
I just want to take a little breather

2009-04-01T19:39:00.012+08:00

SCHOOL.
Wlao.
Happy april's fool day!
Haahahahahhaah but today isn't really fun........
I wna go out! Can someone ask me out?!

I'm like stuck in this house for 3 days straight alrd.
Its like, go school, go home.
Go school, go home.
School, home.
School, home.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I can no longer take it! Tomorrow I must go watch Detroit Metal City I don't care if I'm gonna be watching it alone or not..
I
MUST
NOT
STAY
AT
HOME
TOMORROW.

TOMORROW
WILL
BE:
SCHOOL, HOME, MOVIE.
SCHOOL, HOME, MOVIE.
School, home, MOVIE!

Yes! Anyw today in sch, Pavi gave us a damn random idea to turn our tables facing the back and everyone will be like facing the back of the classroom.
Decided to prank Mr Sekhar.
Ended up..
Mr Sekhar act one cry! Lololol wth.

After sch, Joey Jiahui and me stay back in school to study.
K that's a lie.
Ended up we played poker and Joey lost to me $12 heheheheeeeeee :P
And we played an unforgettable round of badminton, Joey smacked his 1dollar coin w his racket and it landed right on 'East view secondary' pop out words at the porch.
How nice!

Reached home around 6pm and headed for a nice comfy bath.
Baik siah hehehehe!
So here I am.
K bye (:

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Some overdued thailand pictures my brother just uploaded!

Haahhaah :)

I miss Thailand trip!

I wanna go back to Thailand!!

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If only I could let everything just pass me by, becuz tomorrow's gonna be a better day.
But why does everything just goes back to square one?
Time to sleep.
Just pretty much wish that I'll never wake up.

2009-03-31T18:24:00.005+08:00

One day you're gonna ask me,
"Whose life is more important? Yours or mine?"
I will say mine.

And you'll walk away, never knowing that you are my life.

2009-03-29T01:36:00.003+08:00

Stuck at home..
Lack of entertainment..
That's the reason why I'm here.

Tmrw got $40 to earn hehehehehe.
But I gotta sacrifice my beauty sleep, roarrrrrrr!
Someone wna morning call me at 8am? Heheheeeeeeee
K bye mwaks.

Stupid eugene roar<3

2009-03-25T13:55:00.014+08:00

Just endured the torturing of school and finally got back to me home sweet homeeeee.
Later gonna hit to th cinema w baby, ahpong and jiahui. Wooooooo :)

Anyway Thailand trip was super dupee fun! Had alot of fun cam whoring with brothers and took tons of videos but..... Blogger's video program suck so i'll skip that part. Pardon me aye.

The part i remember most vividly is the pets that they sell there!! Baby porcupine! Saw that before anywhere? Heheheheheheheeeeeeeee I seriously wanna buy but mom doesn't allow. #^!@$%& ):

We roamed every part of thailand, explored the special taste of their cookings and also shopped till we're all totally broke. Those beautiful guys there are really beautiful lorrrrr walao, 不公平! Their makeup power siak ah. Their voice are kinda rough but they're really friendly and pretty hahahaaaa!

Ahya i just knw that I seriously enjoyed myself there, but baby wasn't by my sideeeeeeeee k nvm i still enjoyed :P Heehhehee, trucks full of pictures im gonna uploadddd!
._.
Tsk.
Why does blogger only allow 5 pix at a time, 他妈的.

First day at thailand!

Our first picture! We're finally landed at Thailand hhehehe :)

Introducing oversized geek specs!

Regardless of age and gender! The old and young all can wear. Hoho.

Once you wear it, you can see things veryveryvery clearly!

And also, the specs is very strongly supportive and won't fall off easily!

Later on at nighttttttt..

Headed to our favourite, "long meng" restaurant to eat seafood! Ok the pronouncation is like, bang wall in hokkien -.-

2nd daaaay,

Went to praying in the morning, headed to some weird restaurant at night.
Shopping at Thailand's bugis street! Hehehe.

This is where i saw Luo Zhi Xiang, Show Luo.
Waste my damn time and didn't take photo w me lor. SOB!

My very first time taking train in Thailand!!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:DDDD

Camwhoring! Heeeeh.

Uh.. to sit or to stood on it? O.o

Very stylo toilet bowl!!

The rabbits only cost $4 SGD!

THE BABY PORCUPINEEE!!!

3rd day!

Same routine, shop shop shop and eat at swensens! Icecreaaaam!!

Last day while in the hotel lobby!

Stupid Nixon damn camwhore lah-.-

K no more! Im rushing t go out bye! :D

2009-03-24T12:57:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!
Back with tons and truck loads full of pictures and updates!
I promise to update tonight okie.
If i break my promise I'm banned from drinking wintermelon tea for a month.
K blah, bye! <3

20thmarch is here!!!!!!

2009-03-20T09:50:00.006+08:00

KKKKKKKKK,
I'lll do a mini short quick update. 长话短说, before i leave SG for THAILANDDDDD.

Few days back, present becomes history.. things just come and go. Too bad, as the saying goes, people only cherish when they've lost it.
K i'll just laugh hard at such peoples' ignorance.

Been to sheesha for 3days in a row, im totally lost of appetite thanks to it. Guess my tummy is filled w sheesha ._.

I miss Szemin! I hope she just knows who's the one that's trustworthy and who's the jerk out there fucking and throw. Baby must think clearly before you take actions hor...... :)

Sian lah going to Thailand alreadyyyyy.. hehe. Gonna miss jiahui serene dania joey szemin dom ahhow and co, and specially eugene! Haahahah.

Luv you guys!

Random pictures for you guys t enjoy.bye!

2009-03-15T00:50:00.002+08:00

Wlao all the tags........
K IM STILL IN SINGAPORE.
I bet you guys are happy right!!
Hehehehehe.

:(
Postpone to 20march!@#$%#%

2009-03-12T23:09:00.015+08:00

6more hours to go before I hit towards the airport.
I'm heading off Thailand!
Yesssss!!
4days 3nights, baik sia!
^-^

I'm suddenly blogging...... shocking right?
-.-
Wlao, I realise I always blog whenever I'm leaving for overseas trip.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Dedication time again! Cuz I always have this phoebia thinking I'll die in the plane crashed or burnt or drop into the sea.
._.

SZEMIN: BABYYYYYYYYY I didn't forget you of course! My most beloved crazy bimbotic bitch! I'll miss you ton truckieeeeeeeeeloads and I'll get you plenty of gifts k? Promise to meet you in the holidays for shopping at plaza sing! Sisters for life! LOVE YAAA :)

JIAHUI: You're the most wonderful bestie I could ever ask for :). Especially the time when I'm unwell and you'll always send me a sms telling me to drink more water and rest more and take care. I'll promise to take good care of you...... if one day when you're 69years old and still unmarried. Hehehehe I love you!

SERENE: Always being understanding and sometimes crazzzzzzy. I seriously didn't know I'd come to be so close friends with you and every memory we've created are enjoyable ones! :) Thanks for the message my dear! Love your cookies and you! Hahahah.

JOEY AND DANIA: In case one of you say I put whoever first then I biased or what blah! HAHAHAHAA So I'll dedicate to both of you together! Firstly I want to thank you guys for spreading to me the walao disease and giving me a chance to spread it to others!
Secondly, thank Joey for always winning my blackjack money but losing mahjong money to me! Thank Dania for being my entertainment during the Semakau trip!
So many many wonderous memories! I LOVE YOU GUYS :)

CHERYL: Thank you sweetie for always accompany me whenever I ring you up! :) You're always so fun though you'll zha hu during mahjong sometimes, it's still okay! Hahahaaaa..-.- Loves too! :)

AND TO OTHER FRIENDS AND CLASSMATES TOO :)

Love you alllllll :'(
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K, I know it's abit too much hurhur. But I must do this to make myself feel secured! Now I can go on with trip peacefully!
See you guys on Monday!

Xoxo, Nichhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-02-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

WALAO.
i wanted to update!
but blogger is so super duper mean and stingy.
and it just seems i cant upload the hell of my pictures.
TSKKKKKKKK

Go read joey blog for update!

2009-02-03T00:47:00.003+08:00

I've been staying home like almost the past few days omg doesn't that make me sound super good girl ayeeeeee.
but the fact is that there's people coming to my house to slack play shit gamble lepak and stuff.
hahahaha.

Saturday was pretty fun out at veron's house, played blackjack mahjong and in between. OKOKOK seriously gambling's my new boyfrienddddd hahaha! And i made some new friends ehhhhhh! and i'm seriously losing like all my red packet money alrdddddd someone stop me from gambling can?!

Hm, few minutes ago i was still playing mahjong. hahaha i lost like $16, kup with silly oh ray! hahahaha. I went to school like everyday! heheeeeee, as usual...... lessons bores me everyday lah omfggggggg.

Right after sch, chinyong jh samuel bear ray veron tracy rachel and gary came up my house to lepak plus gamble! hahaha all chinyong's good idea.
Damn joey blast me aeroplane, i will not forgive you!
Later on derek, 13 and his gf came up and bro was super angry with me..... sry ):

Alright so i'll put my fullstop right here k. 12:55am! BEDBED HERE I COMEEEEE

2009-01-28T03:31:00.004+08:00

It's Cai Shen Ye! Wooo.

Hahahaha watch out for szemin's poisonous tongue kiss.

K szemin thinks this is an artistic shot. Lol?

Smile properly!

Walaoooooooooo....

See the shirt she got free! Hahahha

24/01/2009.
Met up w SZEMIN! Hahahahaha i'm just super dupee proud of myself cause i'm finally earlier than her! No longer late :P Some idiot bomb us, how nice.

So we took our train off to orchard then to fareast for shoppingzzzzzz. Gotten myself another lame leggings cuz my previous one was a little...... baggy. Oh ok :/ Szemin and I had lotsa of fun getting free gifts from shops.

Headed to chinatown prolly around 6pm, camwhoring around the streets of chinatown and everyone was like staring at us. hahahahaha idiot.
Then went to daddy's shop. Joey and co. came awhile later, but went off in 10 minutes time. Si ren joey!

So......... Szemin got her free meal and she went home afterwards :)
Camwhored w korkor after work. Hahahaha! I seriously love my family and friends.

Jump!

Wooo jumpjump!

Streets of joochiat road.

This was old grandpa's house....

I missed the old days.

Whee.

Ow.

Chinese dance!

Lol wth.

HAHAHAACRAP

LOLzzzzz

Brother and sister!

Oh goshhhhh. I hope it isn't too late though!
Happy new year! :)

Mass updateeeeeeeee

2009-01-22T09:22:00.004+08:00

I've decided to blog!
Someone applause for me please! Weeheeeeeee...
Walao, just realised i sound so retarded.

Actually i find blogging boringgggg... Hahahaha, but still i'm updating again. Aw javier happy or not? Hehehehe.
I don't know what to blog about.......... i've not been to school for 2days all thanks to my lovely chocolate discipline master. Who simply picks on me but no one else, and had me coloring my hair black, thrice. How nice.

So the conclusion is i'm with super black hair which seriously looks like wig, wahpiang. Makes my whole face look pale and idk why!
:(
I'm only going back to school after new year. teeheehee cuz im not gonna satisfy her evil doings. catch me right! wait long long.

I'm simply in love with this piece. So gonna get my pinup covered up after collecting red packets and done with work for dad! Woohoo.

Oh...... the very last post was 10th jan?
So many things happened that i've almost forgotten everything. deliberately kkkkk cuz i'm lazy to blog every bit that happened down.
Just roughly will do.

11jan
Celebrated bday of me, ahhao, weiquan, jinxiang's w chaichee brothers and serene and jiahui :) caught th movie ongbak2 at ehub's cathay and went back to chaichee to ton.

12jan
Met up w the same co. and they bought cake for me, ahhao, weiquan, jinxiang. I didn't sleep for the whole night :( afterwards went to safra to meet yuxuan, chinyong, samuel gary, andy. Slept at safra while waiting for our turn. won samueeeel hehehehe :) thanks jiahui and serene for th leopard gifts! loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

13 jan
School.....? i don quite rmb lol.

16jan
work at chinatown. business was woah. legs are worn out man :( met up with jinxiang and ben at orchard around 2am & dad forced me to get home around 4am. aw, oh yes how nice, i lost $400 on blackjack to the two of them and ben was oh so kindddd that i only gotta pay $50. oh well there goes my hard earned moooooney.....

17jan
work again. my knees! save my knees.

18jan
was supposed to be out w jiahui but we were too lazy so ended up we laze at home all day long. hehehehe

19jan
went to shop for new year clothes with jiahui! and a super unforgettable day.......... the day when i lost my touch phone. bugis theives :( bought 2 tops, 2 bottoms a pair of heels and plenty of belts! hehehe.

20jan
school.
PE!
played hide and seek with dm but i lost to her. forfeit was having me to see the principal :( evil!

21jan
finally got my brown contacts!
whee.

I NEED TO GO SLEEP
Sorry for the boring post :(

SZEMIN : who is fee,am? lols.
Nich : Lol i don't know who is that person and what th hell is the language he/she/it is speaking. lalallaa :)

Nana: Nichelle!~ Lol, just passing by! Takecare.
Nich : Thankssssss love ya plenty!

Jame Jame(cousin): Happy belated birthday(^^)(^oo^)(^^)
Nich : Thanks! Hahaha cute ah? Seeya soon during CNY!

javier: wah lau , everyday i come to this blog , theres nothing !
Nich: Walao your head i've updated for th sake of you! KK HAPPY? :D

nashuha: hi!
Nich: Nash! :D

serene: my dear, i updated already wor ! u haven ! hahas. i not bored just get no time.. you bored to update le uh ? meet up soon alrights. takecare~
Nich: yah im bored to update. Hehehehe but i still updated! :) loveeee ya

Justin: hey idiot! update yo! hehehe
Nich: Updated, and please stop talking to yourself on my tagboard. :P

Clara(:: Taqqed . : DDDDDDD
Nich: REPLIED :)

fee,am: lmao, act cute beh cute, smelly armpit MEETAIN GAS ARMPIT SMELL LMAO
Nich: You're? And could you speak proper english? Thaaaaaanks

2009-01-10T12:43:00.000+08:00

1 more day.....
TO MY BIRTHDAY!

Heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheeeee/

2009-01-09T07:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's school ended at 6 :(

Headed home straight and drop dead on my bed at 6.15pm. Hehehehehe and enjoyed a pretty shiok sleep till 3am.

So from 3am till now I've been watching 野蛮奶奶大战戈师奶 and it simply got me addicted to the max lol.

So while waiting for my dearest Tan jiahui to be done with her preparations for schoooool.. (you can see that we're already late) here I am updating before I don't have anytime to update for next few days hehe. School ends at 9pm today :(

Gonna go fetch ahhao kor/daddy from pasir ris around 7pm! WHEEEE SIMPLY MISS HIM. Hahahahaha and saturday will be work till 6pm and meet the others at vivo for 3 birthday boys and 1 birthday girl..... Jinxiang, ahhao, weiquan.... last but not least, ME!

Heheheheheehehehehe.

COUNTING DOWN 2 DAYS OMG.

I even updated a wishlist, =.=

Hahahaha i know i'm super kiasu but I love birthday presents :p

name<3

2009-01-08T07:03:00.003+08:00

I'm ready for school yeaaah but..... school ends at 5pm.
Fuck it :(

BLACK HAIR :O

2009-01-07T13:30:00.005+08:00

Back from tampines sports hall and im fucking tiredddd im almost like sleeping typing blah.
Anyway counting down 4days! I seriously can't wait hehehehehe.
Javier wanna give me vodkaaaaaa woowee he's so generous. He'll be superdupee happy if he reads this. Right idiotzxzxzxz?

My mind's trying hard to get rid of you.

OH YA .... do i look better in black hair? lololol negative and positive comments all welcome lalala.

Eastview is such a jackass

2009-01-07T07:42:00.006+08:00

After a whole night of thought, I realised it's time to move on.. As the saying goes, the new never comes when the old never goes. Yeah it's true but I cannot ensure myself that i'll not ended up regretting.
K whatever blah.

Anyway I've been to school for the past two days and guess what. School just simply loves sending me home for my coloured hair( I dyed black twice!) / inappropriate attired / etc. I'm sacrificing every bit of my beauty sleep to attend school BUT they jolly well send me home as and when they like, and WE PAY TO GO TO SCHOOL NOT FOR THEM TO SEND ME HOME NBCBzzzz

Thats why i'm at home instead of school as FOR SURE, i'll end up sent home again. I don't wna waste time going. fuck.

Here's my second brother with my babyyyyy!

Baby is enjoying her period now so congratulations to us as she'll be sharing bloody stains with us :( Her blood free free one and it's disgusting please.

I'll be off to gym with elder brother around 9am so hehehehehe i'm so excited cuzzzzzz i don't even remember when was the last time i went.

School has organized some adam khoo work shop and the duration is simply ridiculous. Starts from 8am till 5pm. FRIDAY IS WORSE, 8am to 9pm.

13hours in school!!!!!!

Wlaoooooo no :( just thinking of it makes me irritated to the coreeeeeee blah.

I wna burn down school and textbooks and moe :(

2009-01-05T03:38:00.012+08:00

Saturday/ work at chinatown. this is what happens when nichelle gets booooooored..

I just don't understand why it just gets only easier for me to sleep in the morning. But hell no, i gotta go to school within 3 hours. zzzz. oh dear, it seriously has been a long time since i last stepped into school. Wondering if my hair colour could pass the spot check. Hehehe i left the dye on my hair for merely 10 minutes...... on purpose duh.
Black coloured hair is fucking hell boringzzzzz.

Yesterday/ jiahui's under my housie voiddeck, then up to my housie for tv and chips and cab to chaichee. lol blame it on lazy jiahui... okokokok i also lazy so we planned to cab instead of bus & lalala 8 bucks goes into the driver's pocket.

Serene caught up with us later on while some pigs are having their dinner. Went home straight after by bus and jalan around the pasar malum. lovely cupcorns went into my tummy and brother was home. Bet he's bored to death like how i always do at home, luckily he introduced me some random movieeeeeeeeee.. don't mess with da zohan! hahaha some crappy fucktard movie but least it killed most of my boredom.
Love the part especially when the 2 arab guys are communicating for some telephone number? lololol.

bored.
hungry..
feeling fat...
confused like fuck man i don't know if i should sleep? im only left with 2 hours to rest and for sure i'll overslept if i sleep now. I hate my lifestyle now it seems like im turning into an owllll.

OKAY IM DECIDINGGGG....
DECIDED NOT TO SLEEP BLAHHHH.
so tomorrow you'll see a zombie in school. woah how cooler can it get, hahaha.

EH nooooooo i realise that for dont know how many monkey times, i always fail to sleep whenever it's the first day of school/start of school after an holiday/didnt attend school for a long time. hahahahaahahahaha lol.

oh yeah before i end, can someone tell me why the fuck school's are forbidding students from wearing dolly contact lenses? uhhhh they're the ones that enlarge the pupil of the eye in case anyone of you don't know and wearing these is against the school rules.
principal must be living too aimlessly during the holidays to think of such a dumb fucking rule. poor thing... change your wife to someone else who can entertain you better, be it a female or not. lol joking.

one very very very last thing, i've been thinking all night..... who's the "kj" on my tagboard? so KJ if you're reading this, care to reveal your identity? :)

Sometimes i wished we never loved one another..
That desire of holding you now...
Following by stubborn tears.
Crying under my pillow isn't gonna help.... seriously.

2009-01-03T06:35:00.003+08:00

6.40am and i've yet to hit for my beauty sleeeeeeeeeeeeep. oh well it's always going on like this whenever i've a fat chunk of load on my mind. or prolly another reason is that i woke up around 9pm today? yeah even jiahui went omg when i told her about it. lololol school is opening within 3days and fuck i'm turning into an owl , i swear that this is totally turning me off.

baaaaaahehehehee im fucking craving for dimsum now and I don't know why! and guess what, im also itching for some mahjong now hahahahaha cos staying awake at home just bores me to death :(

31dec was countdown with chaichee brothers and also my bloody brother and jh serene. can i not mention how boring it actually was? okaaaaaaaay even jiahui's complaining about th countdown. hahaha and my brother was like apologising for i don't know what. i neeeeeeed some entertainment!

fuck my goodness i shall go play neopets or prolly viwawa before i start smashing stuffs i see.
which means i'm god damn bored bored bored!
even my dog is asleep but why can't I???????????!!?!!!

Everything has change,
But my love remains the same..
So many things left unspoken,
Though hope's gone
But my heart didn't stop beating.
Especially when I know
Every beat goes on just for you.
Even when I see
Happiness between those two.
Don't worry love,
I'd be strong enough to continue standing by you..
If only you'd know
how heartbroken it truly feels.

2008-12-31T05:58:00.005+08:00

So let's start my post with 17 hours left, before 2009 starts.
I didn't know how much 2008 affects because this year is absolutely suck cock. So many many many many stuff that screwed me totally till i can't even recognise myself. Studies, family, debts, okayyyyyyyyyyy.. last but not least, relationships. hahahahahahaaaaa!

It's been a long time since i rant and rant on blogger hahaha :) but first i wna announce to the world how wonderful 2008 have been.

Especially school, having to spend every 30minutes recess with my darling buddyssssssss<3 Jh serene and jasmine of course(: gossips and i remember clearly th day when the table of 4 went silent, just filled w my cryings.
Hahaha omg felix that sucker. tho it's over and tat day rly was terribly spent but having to see those 3cuties still able to finish up their breakfast after the sight of my tearful face, damn it still managed to lift high my cheeks and end everything w a smile lalalala.

because why cry over a fucker, when my life's most important bitches are complaining to me to stop crying incase one of them gets impatient &&&&&& flips the whole table overrrrr, roar.

Not forgetting skipping lessons with joey and dania of course. especially after PE ! Hahahahaha and we'll stick our ass to the canteen but ending up having some black disclipine master kicking our ass back to class ): that's when we had the real fun running for our liveeeeeeeeeeeeees.

I learnt so much in school, the true concern of our teacher's.. their amount of saliva wasted to teach us can never be compared to the amount of emotions they put in when they lecture us.

afterall they utterly suck to the core because they always have us ended up half awake and drooling on our worksheetssssss.
Random! ahahaaaaaaa :)

millions of thank yous to my parents, for their hard work but me not ever appreciating the amount of struggle they went through.. to earn that little amount of money they could to furnish me for my studies. and even especially when i skip every day of school.. or even going to school but skipping lessons.
how much have i actually wasted this year? Sigh, 10 fingers is never enough to calculate.

Thank you to daddy for ........ my mind totally turned blank so yeah just thanks to daddy for i-d-k-what. hahaha :) i know he just spent his everyday working hard.. for this house and for us, for a better future of course.

Xie xie to mommy for always screaming at me at the middle of the night, about the fucking late hours i've been staying out at, at the terrible boyfriends i choose and she found out about, at the dreadful results i score which totally turn her off, at the amount of troubles i get myself into at school & always having her t get out off bed in the middle of her sleep so she's able t claim me home. and also for the xmas gift, the only one i received this year :)
Loving her is my job kkkkkkk, this proves when i bought her $71 perfume and $50 shengsiong hamper!!!!

Anyway im starting to yawn but gotta carry on............

Oh yeah,
i've been through twist and turns in relationship and i know something now my dear..

"Love is when you won't mind people calling you an idiot for standing outside your love one's house, drenched in the rain just to see her safe and sound at home."

I miss ben oh no.
I admit i'm hoping to spend the last day of 2008 with him :) Hahahaha so someone kill me if you see this?
hahahaahahaha because i'm the happiest person on earth and you'll be the second one!

Just couldn't wait for 2009 :)..... 11thjanuary....
but no to 5th. ):

I'm tossing and turning and fails to get my beauty sleep, just because i'm thinking of a ravishing baby boy :)

2008-12-29T06:12:00.002+08:00

Overdue picture.

Happy birthday to weian!
and thanks the guys for the lovely dinner at 37 :) hahahahaha.
Waking up at 6pm is a habit... but a bad one.
Dont remind me that school is opening soon! That means holidays are ending too ):
noooooooooooooooooooo.......

Prolly things are better this way...

TAGGGGGGGGGS
REPLY.

28/12/08 10:51 PM TeckSoon:
Tagged :) , Sooo good go tag me ah . LOL .
Nich: I all the way so good one, so late then realise? Hahaha!

28/12/08 03:48 PM Szemin: Call me asap!!
Nich: Lol what for? Ha.

28/12/08 02:56 PM Clara[:: Nichelle , wad`s ur msn? : DDD
Nich: junkies_@hotmail.com :)

27/12/08 08:53 PM Wenwen: Nichelle! Nichelle! Nichelle! :D
Nich: Weeeeeenwenwenwenwen :)

27/12/08 12:02 PM SIMHUIQING♥: RELINK SWEET.
Nich: Okie notedddd♥♥

27/12/08 09:03 AM ALBERT: OI SKIN!!!
Nich: Walao ahbeng! Hahaha.

27/12/08 06:02 AM Huihui: relink me @ http://actsofdelusion.blogspot.com/ thanks :)
Nich: Okay noted yaw.

26/12/08 05:05 PM jiahui: be strong girl. you still got meeeee. haha
Nich: You got someone else in your heart already! dowant me alreaaaaaady right babi-bitch haha.

26/12/08 02:20 PM Jorie: Hey. Thanks. belated merry christmas ^^v
Nich: Aw thanks love :)

25/12/08 09:59 PM PAVI: nichelleee! Link me yo! I'll link you up too!(:
Nich: Okie noted my lovely pavi! ♥♥♥♥

25/12/08 03:06 PM chinnyong: eh nich! link wo, and meet up soon eh
Nich: Hahahaha okieeeeee :) Missed my uncle like fuck omg.

2008-12-28T12:00:00.004+08:00

Woah woah woah~
i'm finally feeling least lazy and gonna do a full update. Been slacking at chaichee with the usual company. Coming up's the last week of holiday and im gonna plan to go sentosa! anyone wna go? Hehehe.

I just got home around 11am from chaichee, was staying out w brandon, bernard, derrick, ben, jinxiang and jiahui. hahaha had fun chitchatting.
Bernard became pretty that night! HAHAHA me and brandon applied makeup on him. woooo he was looking hot but like a... something very special, hahaha.

xmas wasn't that bad but what a price to pay to spend xmaaaas.
I lost around $30 during christmas, gamble gamble gamble. So yeah yesterday i worked at chinatown and almost ended up deaaaaaaaad being bored.
sacrificed my beauty sleep to work.... to recoup my losses! hahaha ok retardddded.

Im hungry but dowanna eat.
I miss ben. Ok, how random :) I miss ahhao too!
I'm not gonna conceal my feelings any longer so i'm gonna fight for my happiness!
Hahahahahah i shall stop using the, lor leh lah wor ma hor sia. All the fucking singlish is turning me broken with english ):

Oh yeah 23rd dec i was out w family to celebrate brother's birthdaaaaaay hahaha.
Had buffet at quality hotel! Food was kickass and price was like omg? Cheap cheap cheap! It's $10.80 ++ for adult during dinner buffet. Quality hotel's around balestier, well :)

alright yeah and we went to bedok shengshiong to shop around. Bought a 50bucks hamper gift for mommy. ): another huge hole in my pocket!

bye, hugs& muacks im so tired,
im gonna sleeeeeeeeeeep!
i gotta wake up around 5pm but i doubt i could! ):

You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

2008-12-24T02:29:00.005+08:00

I'm afraid I'm down with insomnia..
The rest are all deeply asleep but sad to say that I'm not. And it's all because I thought crying could fulfil me some help with sleeping but noooooooooo it only worsens the situation sooo......

Just don't bother me being an annoyance sobbing over spilled milk. The milk's probably dried up and no way it's gonna be back into the cup so what the fuck am i shedding tears for )))))))))):

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along..

2008-12-23T03:41:00.005+08:00

Santa claus, where the hell are you?! I need my wishes granted before christmas! I don't wanna spend xmas aloneeeeeeee. Get it?

Okay maybe you can stuff my socks with plenty of cash, ooooh I'd love it!!! :):):)

oh earthlings, today's weather is plain lovely and dearest nichelle woke up at the mid afternoon again! soooooo darling jiahui and serene's at chaichee, ok i didnt know what's going on but i know i was rushing overrrrrrr, like cabbing from tampines to bedok.

went up to 37 and see the guys practicing w the sandbag, slacked at yaowei's housie till it's 10? Got to coffeeshop for snacks and here we go again, the guys' got beer to entertain.

Andddddd it's not getting any early! Serene and jiahui went home while i took bus 2 to chinatown to find pappy and mammy :):):)

here i come mustafaaaaaa! mustafa is full of bangles and bangles! especially the leooooopard ones that made me wna buy almost all of them! brought home another silkygirl foundation, omg love mammy for the gifts!

and yeaaaaaah its coming near to th 25th and yet i've made no plans! especially when i need to get mammy's xmas gift! i got dinner tomorrow night and bbq on wednesday, oh dear how am i gonna get her gift?! prolly some body splitting skill, blah raaaandom :)

BYE LOVEHUGKISSMUACKsssss.

(hello tag replies!)

Szemin: Wei, nichelle is a liar on her blog! She say she no partner for xmas BUT the fact is we already agree to be tgt on xmas!! Hahas, love u many (:

Nich: Hahahaha pleaseeeeeeeee you're the pot calling the kettle black! You liar liar pants on fire :) love!

Jasmine: Hahaha, you slow pok! XD Others long time relink me alr. Left you )':

Nich: That's because i'm speciaaal (!) hahahaha okok crap, linked ! :)

ALBERT: Ohkee suresure :D Ask the rest also, hah!

Nich: Yeah of cos! (:

HaRiKo: ya rite!!! den go buy a new fone. tat can wake eu up & oso let eu hear while its ringing!!!!

Nich: Walao so evil! Buy one phone for me? :p

jiahui: honoured? lol. don't know is who asked me not to laugh man. haha.

jiahui: oh man. ai zai! relax only~ so angry later wrinkles come out la. lol

jiahui: your mind's filled with me, me and me?! ohmy! how great~

jiahui: oh you really love me? be my date in christmas than. haha. i don't wanna be alone T.T

Nich: Looooool so you wna me to date you out on xmassss? I dont mind! Haaahahahaahaha :)

Justin: wow, what a nice scar! so nice sia! keep it up ! (:

Justin: hello ! childish nichelle. (: tkcare.

Nich: Shutup idiot! HAHAHAHA.

kj: r you refering to your exboyfie, ben? abt all thestop replying to his messages.............

Nich: Uh, why must it be him? Hahaaaa :)

DANIA: OOOOPS YOU MISS ME! Hahahaha, I MISS YOU TOOOO ;(

Nich: Noooooooo i posted about you as i wanted to attract your attention! muahahahaaaa.

I love jiahui omg:)

2008-12-20T03:37:00.007+08:00

Im desperate for my beauty sleeeeeeeeep.
It's 3.49am, so tomorrow i'm gonna welcome my new friend, panda eyessssssss.

These two evil-lings are the reason im going nuts real soon!!!! GRRRRR i have a deep damn scar on my precious leg :( SEEEE for yourself! Please sayang me with tags. ): ): )':

Heart pain right!!!! ):):):
Loooool doubt anyone will be heart pain, im gonna dig you people's heart out and smash it into minced meat and baked into cookies.

Say hello to little blisters~

Adding on at 7.38am :

Sigh, all i wna do now is lay flat onto my bed and get some peaceful sleep but why does my whole mind's filled w you you you and you. Your words are just the sweetest melody but in a mistaken symphony.

I need more courage.

2008-12-19T16:28:00.004+08:00

Probably you don't appreciate how much your friends care about you.
So jolly well fuck off and die, and when the sky crashes down on you, i'll stood there and laugh.
You should know who's there for you when you needed them. But now when you just don't mature your thinking and cherish, so just forget it. I can't be any more bothered about your affairs.

Im just totally being random :D:D:D:D prolly you're thinking im talking about you ,you ,you or you, but actually i dont know who im talking about! hahaha :)

2008-12-18T20:44:00.005+08:00

Omg i miss dania and co. ):

Middle of the night and here i am being random. Im going insaneeeeeeeee soon and i just need something to do! I dowant to stay home it's fucking idiotic and it's boring omgomgomg my ass is so gonna rot onto this chair. ): I didn't go to work today, fuck. becos i woke up at 6 ):

Sentosa tomorrow sounds ohgoodielalalalaaaa but i just hope the damn weather's not gonna be a wet blanket. No rain no rain i wna get a tan w szemin and cooooooo. yeahhhhhhh i realise im full of nonsenses nowadays that szemin's starting t have thoughts of stabbing me to death and throwing me into the seaaaa !!!

I gotta give up my seat to brother in 15minutes time so here i am wasting 15minutes of my lifeeee. okay fuck its again my nonsense hehehe, im so bored!?!?!?!!!!! Hello entertain me someoneeeeee!

Okay here comes szemin the retard gonna invite me t some bowling game(?) i'mmmmmmm gonna thrash her badly muahaha! BYElovesmuackshugs :)

Having known there won't ever be a chance between us, i just can't figure out why i'm holding on still tightly onto you, holding onto the day i've fallen from. Every detailed memories we created, they still haunt me every night. Won't you just let me off this time?

2008-12-18T07:06:00.005+08:00

Just got back from pasir ris, few minutes ago i was still w some idiots that keeps frustrating me. roarrrrr. either they'll grab my purse t pass around and threatening me otherwise throw some crappy leaves onto my hair. god damn seriously turning me off! ):

okkkkkkk, again i woke up at almost 5pm, wtf wrong w me nowadays, I'm having such inappropriate sleeping disorder? Haahahaahaaa th main problem still lies w me. ): omg but does it affects much? prolly im growing fatter becos of this o.o

everyone say i'm growing fat ): is it true? omgomgomg okay fuck, im gonna work for the next 4 days so you guys can't date me out, oh great. so is anyone gonna miss me? yeah you guys better do cuz im sooooooo gonna miss you allzxzxz :) :) :)
sunday!!! when im done w work i'll meet everyone out t enjoy the last week of holidayssssssss yayayayyyy :)

JOEY(!) i don't feel like working at novena anymore it's getting on my nerveeeees, why th hell did they plan the schedule when it's about about so fucking soon towards th end of holidays? oh god someone save me and shower me w some cashhhhh?

i gambled and hell lost $22 on ben and desmond, walao i swear swear swear i shall stop gambling till 2009 starts, i must faster find a partner t spend christmas with! omg be it a guy or a girl i don't mind lah, hahahahaaaaaaa :) jiahui's finding one too! or how about her being my partner? doesn't sound that bad tho. teeheeheeeezx.

today was boreddddddddddd i thought chalet was gonna be fun but i'm so wrong and drag my darling jiahui along t suffer the boredom w me i know she's cursing me every moment we're rotting out there, oh no i didnt expect that th chalet's gonna be so bored too! ): it's all sotong's fault, such a lousy entertainer hahahahaaaa :D

Desmond and co. came around 10plus and slacked around, jiahui went back around 12 and we slacked at pasir ris park w company of pokers. then the guys were playing dodgeballs , and idk wher these balls pop out from o.o all i can say is these guys were retarded while playing dodgeball hahahaha :)

i feel like sleeping and half of my brain is already at lalaland. so tata, lights off :)

Boy, just keep your distance and everything's gonna be fine.
I don't wish the sparks coming back because you know you're the reason that every part of me is changing in a wrong way. Sigh, probably all i wanted is you to love me in the right way. But you know you'll never.
Don't you feel me?

Reply to tags (!!!)

15/12/08 10:35 AM
Justin: HEY you're full of nonsenseeeee but im glad you finally put a smile on my name, FINALLY ! Hahahahas :) idiot idiot idiot, just love scolding you this! hahas.

17/12/08 02:49 AM
Albert: Walao so rudeeeeeeeeeeee ): im gonna skin you alive and deep fry your skin! muahahahahaaaa i miss you too you idiot, how bout we hang out one day? :)

17/12/08 11:26 AM
Ritchie: OMG you tagged me! Love you man :) where have you been nowadays?

17/12/08 12:00 PM
Hariko: Hey i was trying not t sleep tooooo but i really couldn't take it so, ): sleeping on the bus was your own decision so don't blame me! Hahahahas retard (: someone's gonna work so near to me soon!

17/12/08 01:30 PM
e: okays (:

17/12/08 02:21 PM
Jasmine: Yeah! where's your blog?!!?!! dead? ):

18/12/08 02:36 AM
Jiahui: threatening me doesn't work hahas :) you lost to me on stress! you nooooob, hehehe :D go home so early and left me to ton alone, they all bully meeee.. serious! ):

18/12/08 03:17 AM
Jonathan: Ohhh! i didnt seen you for ages! but we're gonna meet soon during chinese new year rightttt :) see ya and loves! link you up yeah.

2008-12-16T23:59:00.006+08:00

Dee dam dam.. it's th 16th of th month mister oh december.
Oh oh oh, happy birthday to my daaaaddy :)

woke up around 3pm again! when i was supposed t meet joey around 1. HAHAA :) went to meet joey idiot around 4.30pm and we cabbed to novena. had our interview! joey very cunning man, told cindy not to tell the boss he was sacked at kallang's outlet, told kahleong not to tell the boss he smokes. (idk its true or not)
alah joey stop attracting attention!!!! omg hahas.

went to meet szemin, kh, hariko and kokkok(?) at wisma and we walked t fareast to get my daddy's cigg box :D his present!
took bus 7 back to chaichee and bought cake for daddy. aw how filial can i be? omg ok shutup nichelle :)

slacked under 35 w company of serene, jiahui, desmond, caibao, beehan, jinxiang, ben, myran and alot more ok :) hahaaaaaas those stupid pokers are driving me insane. im the dumb bitch ok fine so what? HAHA stupid king and queen.

caught up the last bus 2 to chinatown and gave daddy a surprise :)
aw he's touched i know that even if he didnt tell me =x HAHAAAA, went to geylang lor 9 for supper and ordered like wtf hungry ghosts.
lolllll ~ went home and sleep.
ok fucking pig lifestyle except that i don't roll in muds and eat my own poop.

BYE bye byeeeeee! neopets here i come hahaha :)

Please

2008-12-15T06:03:00.012+08:00

I can't believe i woke up around 12 today! HAHAHA :)
Serene woke up around 2! And i woke up at 12 but went back t sleep soooooo.. to be exact, i woke up at 3, damn it makes no difference !
Prepared and met my darling serene at 4.30+++? Around small mac. :)

Jasmine and co. were w serene hahahaaaas, they're off for a movie! so we took train all the way to bugis. god, boring shopping.. sorry t say this =x i bought a white lacey dress that's not bad but sort of long for me! ):
IM DESPO FOR LEGGINGS..... BLACK ONES :) !

After that we took train t plaza singgggg, bought subway cookies and hunting for my leggings but didnt found the one i wanted ): went t mccafe and gotten our lovely double chocolateee! ♥♥♥

Walked throooooooough the damp streets and having little miss raindrops dripping on my hair. Oh godddd i hope it doesn't leads t a bad hair day for the next few hours ?
serene went t call her mommy for $$$ walao she scammer ! made her mommy buy ba kwa just to give her $ to topup her ezlink. SCAMMER! Looooool :)

Walked our way to taka to find weichi!♥ :)
Was looking around the hello kitty section and saw many pink stuffs lah, then serene's so engrossed into those stuffs. just now she w my shopping at bugis also not so engrossed lor. sad :(
Haahhassss, after looking so long she bought charmy kitty again! AGAIN!!!
Loooooool :) And i saw hello kitty lauggage (IDK HOW TO SPELL) bag. super duper cute but the price turns me off soooo, oh well ~

Serene wants this for christmas!
Who wna buy for her?
LOL *closes eyes*

And i want the hello kitty keychain below!

Dumb weichi was playing hide & seeeeeeeek luckily one of his colleague helped me and told me he ran to the toilet. Bet he's shy laaaah, ok let's not expose him :X hahahaha!

waited for him t finish work around 10pm ~ I telll you, he's super kiasu, he sure was the first one t chargeeeeee to punch card once the bell rang and that shows it's time t knock off.
Walao he super kiasu lor he prepared t carry his BRANDED bag immediately after the bell rang.
=.=!

Headed t toilet t camwhoreeeeeeeeee hahas love serene so much :)

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13 DECEMBER 2008 :

Went to chinatown hahahahahas :)
Had supper w parents cuz mommy was in a happy mood!
Love my parents lalalalalalaaaa.

Aint my mommy cute while she's hungry + impatient + bored + tired?
HAHAHAAHAAA :)

Food finally arrivedddd!
Got cockles, steamed fish, claypot idk what, and soup! :)

wo ai ni mommy :)

REPLYING TO TAGS!

(cuz auntie justin is complaaaaning and complaining!)

10/12/08 11:03 PM:

szemin: slightly taller thn spongebobb? lmao, haha lovechu~

Nich: What lmao? Hey i'm seriously taller than spongebob and LOW SZE MIN :) Love you too shortie! Muackmuackmuacks!

12/12/08 02:28 AM

serene: where can i dont tag u ! hahahas. finally blogging back !!! wahahhahahas. meet up soon nah~ and i got tag u so dont burn my hse down.. hehehes. tag me back uh ! or else i burn yours~~ lalala.

Nich: Woah woah woah i first time hear serene so fierceeee wna burn my hse down! I shall save this tag as evidence and burn my house myself den sue you MUAHAHA :) ok not so evil! Love ya!

12/12/08 10:00 AM

Charmaine: LOL! I tag you back! Oh, and my dance class is FUN! LOL

Nich: Yeah your dance class sounds and looks superb fun im jealous omgomg ): got handsome guys in your class not? Haha!

12/12/08 04:54 PM

Szemin: wlao u shorty lah keep saying out what's thatttt! hate you for life y' knw!

Nich: Wlao speak human languageeee, i dont understand what you're saying! hahaha probably my szemin tagged the wrong ppl? ):

13/12/08 12:28 AM

Justin: lol! u sms halfway stop reply ! -.- owaes liddat. dontknow wad the hell u doing. HAHAHA. yea, happy leh. lol ! i get to know a cute girl today! my relative. LOL.

Nich: TIKO PEK! HAHA I'm not trying t waste sms on you this lame head :):):):)

13/12/08 01:32 AM

jiahui: hey you, update also le ah.

Nich: Of cos! You must be influenced by me uh? HAHAA, fake lah anyway girl cheerup k? I wna see the old jiahui !

13/12/08 12:39 PM

JOEY: yoooooooooooooo

Nich: Yo your head wth is this sort of tag? i tell KAHLEONGGGG then you know!!!

13/12/08 08:47 PM

serene: still haven come tag me ! i going burn ur house down hahas

Nich: you burn i report police hahah!!

13/12/08 10:14 PM

ALBERT: oooh nichelle 8)

Nich: Yeah albert :3 Miss yaaa!

14/12/08 12:59 AM

Wenhui: Lmaooooz! Kahleong omg joey, yuan lai ni shi zhe zhong ren. Lols.

Nich: LOL! I went out w joey he keep on saying "yuan lai ni shi zhe zhong ren" and he shout across the place! Walaoooo make me xia suay like siao! )':

14/12/08 02:35 AM

Justin: oh, paiseh. u gt update! lol. but u nvr reply tags. nvr tag me somemore! haha. tkcare -.-

so many ppl tag u, u nvr update or reply! wth leh u. can go die oredi! hahahahahaha. jk la ass! :D

Nich: Wth? You crazy ah hahahahs. HERE'S REPLY OK FOR THE SAKE

2008-12-13T19:50:00.022+08:00

Wlaaaaaao. I woke up around 6pm today and it's getting worse everyday!! How how how ): i was like supposed t either meet szemin out or clynston for movie or serene t slack but ENDED UP NONE! becuz of my superb sleeping hahas :D hey not everyone can be like me k?! Hahahaaaaa.

Yesterday was out w JOEYYY(!!!!!) meet him under my house and he was like crying LOR HAHA, ok not! cuz he's having dumb flu . Bet he was like crying cuz he's so touched and full of tears of joy as he could go out w me! RIGHT? It's been ages omgomgomg since the last time we're out together! :D :D :D

On the fucking trip to novena, joey was over talking loud like nobody's business, and made me awkward like fuck cuz everyone was staring at us! He's over there like : "I didnt know you're such a friend!!!!" WHEN I DIDNT DO ANYTHING?!?!?! =.=

and after that i told him t apologise and he was shouting SORRY. Ok AHHAHAA :) Then i told him t say "sorry to everyone " and he did! He shouted across the train! omg i swear never to sit beside him ever again the next time!

Headed to Novena square2 for nihon mura buffet! :p We ordered like some african barbarians hahas like never eat before like that. Order and order and even had to get the girl to throw away our leftovers (secretly cuz they'll charge us for food wastage =x)

Joey SURE love the blackcurrent juice cuz KAH LEONG made it! Hahahahs homemade by his "fiance kah leong"

* VOMITS*

And i kept on snapping him while he's eating HAHA :) Especially those dumb fishes that he ordered and forced me t eat when he didnt want to! Ended up he's using the fish to pray to goddess nichelle and wants goddess nichelle to take picture of it. SEE? Act cute!!! PUI !

STUPID JOEY Cheated my feelings! He dragged me all the way to novena to eat and ended up kah leong never give discount! WALAO NBNBNBNBNB!

We keep ordering and eating until joey had food poisoning hahahahahaaas ok just kidding :)
He's such a weakling lah! ownself wna eat buffet ended up ownself eat full first. walao idiot!
Anyway did you see the blackcurrant juice? HE DRANK 3 CUPS!!! HAHAH :)

Here's a angry jooooooey........... roar!
Becoooooooos.. kah leong wasn't the one to bill us!
And also no discounts ):

After that we went to novena mrt to train to town town town! YAY FINALLY WE'RE GOINGGG TOWN. You won't know how much i wanted t leave the nihon mura lor. we're so full of crappy food.

Anddddd.. also especially when joey keeps on telling me how much he loves kahleong and dont wanna leave even wanna transfer over when he's SA*KED alreadyyy! LOL :D

Then he trying t bluff (!?!!) Say he saw martin den he used the menu to cover his face and i was like over there shouting martin across the restaurant ! =.=
Ended up he say it was not him.
And he say he saw amicel (?) Again another lie! =.= IDIOT!

Went t town and bought a perfume for $71.00 for mommy hope she loves it! :)
i realise town got nth nice nowadays and whenever i drop by town t shop, i would hope to go to bugis instead. everytime i ended up back at bugis i was hoping t go to town. OMG WHATS WRONG W ME?!
:D
:D
:D

Took bus to penisula from town t get our bagpacks !! Woooo i gotten my comic colourful bagpack and joey got plain brown. hahas. took train t bugis and bought his formal, i bought my shorts and lovely kimono! Bugis got pretty kimono O.O
Then went off to chinatown and he cabbed home! To catch the stupid show. 11pm !!! ROAR i hope his house blacks out and he cannot watch hahaha! :)

I changed into my lovely kimono and hopped onto bus 33 to chinaaaatown, wheee here i come.
Mommy was in love w my gift yay :)
Hahahaaaas, spent the rest of my night at smith st , ahji came around 11plus chat awhile and he went back t work.

Got pretty bored and camwhored a little :)
Went home and fell asleep in dad's caaaar!
DAMNDAMNDAMN nixin booked out from camp, that means i can't use the computer ): How i wish it blacks out when he's using the computer hahaha! But noooo that means no TV for me too.
OH WELL ~
I'm gonna prepare now to go chinatown find my parents again.

I
♥

MOM!

2008-12-12T04:24:00.005+08:00

woah uh... Oh no oh no oh no..
my precious girl's heartbroken and i could hardly do anything t put back that smile on her.
hope she's fine and not munching of excess junk foods to keep herself away from tears.
Probably that's what i'm always doing HAHAHAAA but no moreeeeeeee already kkkk!!!!!

Woke up around 5pm, oh my why am i always waking up at such hour when everyone's out there having fun already especially my 2 idiot darlings.
Go town never ask me along but they knew i couldn't wake up so OH WELL ): ): ):
Hahaaaaaaas :) so yeah prepared and went out around 8 t catch bus 18 and off to bedok inter.
and guess who i sawwww its SHAWN that super retard and he's spot checking me whther i got cigg like, walao why will i have it?!

!!!!!!!

Met sm, kh, joey, harvey, wc and harvey's lil bro and sent wc off to his lessons ):
took bus to 85 for dinner. stupid sm brought some unlucky stuff to put in my baaaaaag ROAR and it seriously look fucking ugly especially when im carrying a clear transparent BAG!
went back t inter to meet wc :) :)
and we were all so indecisive of where t slack next, siglap lah.. east coast lah.. parkway lah.. blahblahhhhhhhhhhh..
Ended up going to siglap and went t mac t sit. wth we took bus frm bedok mac to siglap i donno for what also hahahas :D :DDDD

ALMOST didnt managed t catch the damn last bus. and ok i was like running across th roooooads like taking marathon hahahahas t get up that bus 197.
Im the last to get up bus oh my its pretty scary being alone. Whats more i dont knw where should i alight?!?!?!?!
): ):

BUT! Clever me alighted near ... idk where(?) and took cab to daddy's stall. guess what? OMG!!!! :)
HAHAHAHOHO.
Don't wna tell you lah.
Ok lahhhhh.. i know you're curiousssss!
But gotta promise me not to tell anyone k??? HAHA :)

...

...
i found a handphone on the cab!!!! Hahahahs lucky dayyyy :D

i was like thinking, walao eh the cab fare so expensive lor!
but i found a phoneeee so i didnt bother about the fare and almost forgot to close the cab's door when i left. HAHAHA.

That stupid taxi driver super tiko can?
asking where im working.. got boyfriend or what.. like what lor. im gonna burn his taxi down roarhahaha.
hoho tmr i gotta wake up at 11am i doubt i can! but i must prove joey wrong cuz he keeps thinking i sure put him aeroplane. muahahaha you're so wrong you pudding.

2008-12-10T22:00:00.005+08:00

Beauty emanates from
every word that you say..
You've captured
the deepest thoughts,
In the purest,
and simplest of ways.

DANG , i need a new pairs of contact lense to geeeeeeeet myself out of this house. I gotta dress up as if to a wedding everytime i goes out. That's what mom always say and shhhheesh prolly she's just jealous. Hahahoho! Stupid MRCHIANSIANGGGG, bored then come find me!!

Wlaaaaaaaao where's szemin! (And she talked to me suddenly LAH HAHAHA :)! ) tomorrow i'm so gonna go meet her, altho i know she's full of nonsensical shits, ooops. ahahas but she's always the one making me laughing outta craps. Awwwwww how could i not meet you then?! Heeeehee.

I need song song songggs SOMEONE SEND ME NICE ENGLISH SONGS? Pretty please! Its 10.07pm, pssst psst.. someone's ended work! Okie byebye i'm gonna message someone more adorable than szemin's boyfriend. Hope she doesn't see this or else she's gonna burn down my houseeee!

All these while, I've been such a dreamer and those dreams of us..

Now it's only you and me, parted seperately.

But who could be blamed, afterall i was the one letting you to grow independently.

I remembered how we planned and decided for the future.. oh my.

How vivid, but i just hope to hold them on everytime they start flowing away..

But time proves nothing, only the way your love changed against time.

No matter how my heart aches, how I missed you..

I'll just have t pray for god t allow the next person who comes by you, love you as much i do.

2008-11-11T03:18:00.001+08:00

DEAD BLOG LAH.
Till i got mood then update. Zzzz.

2008-10-29T08:24:00.004+08:00

Urgh! Update?
I've got nothing to update when everyday I do is slack and slack and slack.
What's there to update when I go out to slack?

Ooooh today under the void deck,
We played poker.
They smoke and smoke.. played poker and laughed.
We played some songs to noise up the situation.
Argh.
Argh.
Argh.
No!

I must not continue this kind of life.... Noooooooo!
Okay but the next few days I've got intentions of going to Chaichee to slack though.
*Grins heeheely*
Why? What what? I guess it's fine though? (!) Chaichee is at least a little more entertaining since there got always more company..
Alamak, *rolls eyes*
Why is Singapore so small?!
How to spend holiday like thaaaaaaaat?

Jialat ah jialat ah..

2008-10-22T05:32:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhhhhh it's 5.34am, yes it's AM.

I'm still awake that I wouldn't mind swimming from here to M'sia.

Thats right, because I woke up at 5.45pm today.

Sometimes I'll eventually get sleep when it's 12hours from the time I woke up..

Hmmmm?

Met Serene and Gary at 450 busstop about 8pm..? Bong came alongggg :)

Accompanied Serene to get her dinner and went to meet Chinyong and Andy at bbtea shop.

Slacked around 432 till 11plus,

JOEY CAME ! :)

Took bus 28 to Safra.

And god damn dumb Joey got us missing our busstop. The next stop was duper far away! And we walked down this scary path with no streetlights. That Joey kept on telling me about some scary incidents !#$?%$ :B

And got us freaking afraid and we ended up like runninggggg, :B :B :B

Had our 20minutes game, super boliao can? Like 12.40am play till 1am thats all.

Then cab home :) He treat cab. Hahahas! I treat pool ._.

Anywaaaay, I'm selling a V neck, 3quater sleeves top.
It's in red and it's brand new.
V neck in the front as well.
Selling at $8.00 negotiable :)
Add me on friendster if you're interested, my friendster's at the left side.
:) Thanks!

2008-10-21T06:38:00.005+08:00

Im bored with life!
Damn damn damn bored, I need a job to kill time. As well as getting my torn pockets mended. I'm totally brokeeee!

And I got bored yesterday night and snipped my fringe into something shorter. Grrrr.. Kinda outta shapeeee.

So today,
I met Serene and Jasmine to catch a movie. Fucking finally, The House Bunny!
Wanted to watch this movie for couple of donkey months ago.
Took bus to Chaichee to meet my Hubby :)
Its our happy 1 monthsary! I'm so badly in love with him :)

I know that I've hurt you once by breaking my promise. Even doing that hurts me badly too.. I just need your trust and your love to make things better for us. I know you want this relationship to be a stable and ongoing one right? If not, why would you order so many food and tell me it's gonna be a so-called candlelit dinner with friends at the hawker centre. Hahahahs. How cuter can you get?
And fancy ordering sooooooo many food and shoving them into my tummy, trying to stuff me fatter than ever.
I really thank god for giving me a chance to be with you. Since fate got us by, why shouldn't I hold on tight? In case I'm gonna slip you off my hands and there goes, my tears will again barge through my fragile corridor of my eyes..
Hubby, could you hear my callings? In case it's kinda complicated for my little silly boy to understand, here's something much simple.. I love you. :)

Presenting Chong guang wei!
He's an OGRE :) And he loves entertaining me with his dumb webcam HAHAHA :)

He's my best friend! Lalalalaaa thanks for always being there for me :)

2008-10-15T23:56:00.003+08:00

Mondayyyyy, 13oct.
Went for movie with some crazy people!
Veronica & Terence, they bomb me lorz! Veronica told me that only me & her go for movie, so it'll be more loving. Then when I ask her, never meet Terence meh? She said, OH HE'S COMING ALONG LATER~

WTF? (!@#$%^)
Grrrr. So we I cab to Ter's house and went to fetch Veron. Deciding which movie to catch.
First was Connected, then we decided to watch House bunny. But the time clashes, so watch Eagle eye in the end.
The movie's mamamia! But Ter say the main character was the dumb computer. Lolzzzz.

Went home afterwards.

Tuesday, 14oct.
Met Serene up ya, went to Payalebar first.
Then to Bugis.
Got my tube dress (: My m)phosis flats (FINALLY!) and a belt.
Lalalalaaa... Shoppingz.

Went to Fusion pool to meet sotong jason and clar.
Then Darling veron and terence came along too! Played pool with her, and the very first time I got blamed for every shot I did. I won her and she like wannaaaa... strangle me to death!
=.=!
Afterwards we went home ler. And we were talking about the so-called-empress. She's gothic and weird looking o.o .

Took bus 7 to chaichee.
Slacked and Baby sent me home.
And there goes the last time he'll be sending me home..
There goes the last time I'll be holding his hands, no longer will there be him beside me, walking down the path through Afganistan.
I swear I'm gonna miss him.
I just needed that attention I'm lack of.
He'll need to take care of himself when I'm not around.
(loves)

Wednesday 15oct.
Met Dania up then go to Safra for poolz.
Joey and Sabrina over there waiting already. :)
Littat and some of his malay friends came to disturb after on =.=
That Kaleed is super cute! "Eh sia lah!" HAHAHA :)

Had dinner with family at Furama hotel (again) .
This time with Uncle Thomas and mom's mahjong kakis.
There's so many pictures to upload.
That it makes me wanna say goodnight instead.

Goodnight!
Pictures upload another day. Lalalaa...

Sigh, you're online. I saw you online.
But I didn't manage to gather my courage to even click onto your name..
What the hell is wrong with me?!

STILL GOT MANY PICS.
Upload another day again! :)

2008-10-13T02:11:00.002+08:00

Even if the sky's gonna fall, I'm gonna gather the little courage I have, to hold it up high.
Because I myself understand the best, that no relationship can work out smoothly.
They're always full of bumpy up & downs, I tend to fall each time, hurting and cry.
Then getting up, learning to be extra careful the next step I take.
But why do I fall after another and another step? I tried not to walk to fast, I tried slow and steady steps..
I just fall, fall outta my emotion's limits. And I cry, once again.

I hate crying for guys. Wtf did I? Again and again and once more tonight..

Chaichee lalala.
Slacked with company of Jinxiang, Bernard, Chinna and his friend, Weiquan, Ahsiang (:
The rest were having basketball match.
Ahhao, Yaowei, Weiboon came later on.

Damn lucky bitches!
Jiahui and Serene, they got their lovely f21 clutch.
Mine's stilling awaiting me to pay the bill yahz.
Kkkkkay! I'm coming tomorrow! :p
*grins*

Pissed lah! Serene knows whyyyyyy and who made me this way.
Getting on my nerves! Seriously. Top to toeeeeee!
*rolls eyes*

Okay its 2.19am !
Means time to tuck inta BED~~
BOO PIE!

2008-10-12T08:32:00.006+08:00

(Here's a wordy post~)
I shall warn you guys first. Okay I learnt this from Dania :p

Friday's outing was kinda ruined tho~
Due to some tsktsktsk people? Lalalaaa. Jiahui starting to hate that person alrd. Uh :/

Jiahui reached the busstop standing like a model, but trying to avoid sunlight~ And while walking over to the busstop, people like keep staring at me? Did I wear something wrong =.= Did I wear my bra outside instead, or one of my eyelash fell onto my shirt? They stared as if these happened laaaahzzzz..

So we took bus to 500plus and walked about, my laopo got herself a $3 white offshoulders which I recommendedddd. Lols~ And ahleong came to find me for awhile, okay both me and laopo was lil shocked. She thought he was that "Szemin"?
I thought that he could be better looking abit!
LOLalalala. He looked speciaaalll..ly uncle.

Szemin came late, and we went to Century square to repair her damn lousy phone. And she (fucking) forgotten to bring her warranty card. #!@#!@$!#~!@!~$!@#
Jiahui was pissed off, because of us being late to repair that bloody phone and she quarrelled with Yinjie.
Almost made Yinjie decided to stay at home and not going town with us lahz~

So we cabbed to Chaichee, ending up we're first to reach tho?
We waited for Fengfeng, Ben and Weiboon they all come over. They had lunch at coffeeshop and Weiboon came, telling us Yinjie not coming le. But later on he came :D
Jiahui almost decided not to go.
IDK WHY THEY SO ZZZ, awhile go awhile dowant.
T.T Made me apologising all those while to Jiahui, tsk! =.=

Then again another long bus ride to Cineleisure~
Met Serene at Wisma and Bernard came afterwards. With rose again! @#@214@#$#@ :P Serene, me and Jiahui eyed on this clutch, aaaaahhh.. Super pretty lalalala!
Its $33.00, and we decided to save up to get it at the next outing.
:D

Then went to had dinner at Food Republic, okay my vegetable mixed rice was a disaster~ The uncle was cruel to me I guess? I know it's just a mistake, the cashier got problem? The receipt was mistakenly printed $6.90 right?
Its $6.90 for 3 choice, 2 meat 1 vege lalalalalahz.
What the hell is your RICE MADE OF?! And why the tiny winy squid is $3.00 o.o?!
:B :B :B :B :B :B !
:B
:B
:B I swear not to eat there anymore.
~
:B

After dinner we took bus to Katong,
Lalala it's another long bus ride. I felt super sleepy out of the sudden. But very hard to sleep lah!
So me and Serene camwhored a little, :P
Then I fell asleep awhile =.=

Reached, played pool for awhile. I thrash Jiahui but Fengfeng thrash me badly lalah!
Cheh, he's over there like, " Zhe li qiu chao diao de. "
Hahahas, and Bernard was over there poking balls like there's no rule at all.
He shoot whatever that comes into his way into the hole. And I'm happy for him as he's finally together with my laopo Serene :D
He'd better treat her right uh~

Then was super sleepy? Slept about the place~ Hahahs.
Then the guys took their last bus home and we cabbed home. Was lil pissed lalala :B
Okay because I was too tired :p
Here's those pictures :D

Saturday ~
Was home!
HOME! HOME!!!! YES Home!
How can I be home on a Saturday? That's so wrong lalalah! I was supposed to meet Laopo Jiahui to get our bag.
Den didn't had enough time to~ So didn't. And she was grounded till Monday, ):

I had choices of places to go to, Sotong and Justin asked me out.
Sotong asked me to go Plaza Singapura(sottplug) to meet him. Okay didn't, bet he miss me lalalah! Hoho, Justin asked me to Safra but didn't because I decided to meet laopo Serene! (:

Meet her at 9pm under my block with Andy lala.
He's super cute and cacat lah! Like requesting for double choco from us but we didn't say anything, and he's over there, "Okay okay!!!"
Hahahahaha.

Took bus 291 to Interchange, and went to McCafe for our Double Chocolate. Then went to Starbucks to chill~
And were chatting about this and that and him and her~
Then went to meet Chin yong and co. at 450 but ended up only Nicholas there?

Met the rest up at 450 later on.
While slacking, we found out something about some particular girl.
And her boyf was some particular guy. And her boyf's girlf was some even particular girl~ The connection is really shocking tho. :X

Ahmeng kept following them la! LOL and Samuel was the target, and he asked me to save him~ Hahahas, but they're super cute cause they purposely laughed loudly together. Lol la?

Then slacked near my house, had fun although what we did were little stupidddd.. I mean of no meaning, but had fun afterall.
And Chinyong and Samuel ask me take picture for them.
Okaaay, then take first picture, Chinyong say left part no hair. So I keep asking him to sit up straight. And he got this super big reaction which got me laughing and throwing his phone around lah? And Samuel also, saying that its very tiring ask me to stop laughing.

Okokay. And Serene gotta go home so I went home too.
Was tired, bathe and sleep.
(:

Here's Andy! :D

2008-10-10T13:51:00.002+08:00

I need to update!
My blog's facing death soon omggomgomg?
Like Dania, she died horribly!
Before she die, she wanted to leave with the tracing paper~
But evil Tay snatched it and tore it into HALF!
Ahhhhh, and Dania kept on drawing crying faces.
She left with no peace.. That she can no longer sing national anthem with me!
Oooooooooooooooh noooooooo~~

Actually, aw too bad!
:p

Today's arttt.
I was not asleep last night, how hardworking?
But my art still wth, done like only WEE BIT.
Mindmap only!
Unlike Poey Picasso.
Done like just draw a box of the layout thingy.
Pwuerk! Lalalala.
I met joey like at 4am at macdonald. Over there crap and talking bad about psst, tsk, pfft.

Then off we go to fetch dania.
She's latelatelate lalala!
Okay, not? Dk!
Then went to school~ Laughing like hell upon hearing Dania's sister that she mistook false eyelash as spider and stepping the eyelash to... something miserably pathetic.
This proves that Dania keeps her false eyelash lying around!
And also laughing at my drawing block's bottom is attached to an eyelash! Mine! :X

ART EXAM ~
Nash's super nice la!
Dania's super hard to draw!
Mine's super cartoon!
Hazirah super hardworking! Lol.
Poey Picasso's.. super unique!
Hahahas, colourful fruits which looks like ordinary shapes!

Ah ha!
(:
K end here bah. Preparing to go out to orchard!
School's ending soon, gonna miss singing national anthem, seriously! :(

So safe, not a single tear.

2008-10-05T15:49:00.006+08:00

Wooosh,
tomorrow's Chemistry paper.
Anddd, I didn't even flip open my Chemistry textbook nor flip through my notes.
I doubt I'll pass Chemistry, that's for sureeeeee...

Outing yesterday was fun (:
Woke up at 9am, o.o! Serene's sms woke me up :x
Met Jiahui up at 4.30 in cab. Then cab to Bedok interchange.
This time outing very lil people lehz.
Jiahui said deeee.

Got, Fengfeng, hubby, ahbee, Caibao, yaowei, Bernard, me and Jiahui lor.
:/
The rest is either at town le or work.
So we took bus 14 to orchard and met David and Derrick afterwards.

Then we..

From Far east walk to Paragon.
From Paragon walk back to Far east.
Bought food.
Walked to cineleisure.
Walked up and down and up and down.
Ate at Burger king.
Went to Heeren.
Chilll ~
Derrick, David, Feng & one more guy go Pub.

Yaowei, Caibao and Bernard went t bday party.
Left 5 persooooonn.. =.=
Played pool, ate and cab home.
Baby made my day while playing pool lahz.
He suckkkkkkkkks! Hahahahas :D

Then baby went to ahbee house ton.
I went home instead, awww.
Wanted to ton but not convenient to..
.________.

Thats all~
Spent alot on little food =.=

2008-10-03T16:42:00.008+08:00

My hubby and me!

Fucking examz!
Maths paper 1 and Social studies.
Flunk flink flank, I study like dog but gonna score like shit ):
Sobbbbbz..
Later going to Safra with Baby jiahui and yj and co. to relax HAHA =.=

Yesterday went out with parents.
It's family day (♥)
Brother drove us to Furama hotel.. Okay there's like 2 of it?
Furama city centre and Furama waterfront?

Then daddy give him directions to Furama city centre .. And korkor reached there and tell us its not here.
(Wtf)
So I had to bear with my hunger and I sat on mommy's lap for like half an hour. I was trying to balance my weight so that mom's lap won't be painful.
Soooooo.. Korkor drove us to Furama waterfront hotel there, which is like another 10minutes trip.
And we reached, finally got down the car.

Korkor asked the receptionist.
" Which floor is Tiffany restaurant? "

Receptionist :
" Tiffany restaurant is at Furama city centre sir. "

All :
(Stun)

........
The thing is that korkor ate at the tiffany retaurant before!
And he actually could mistaken the 2 places?!
When daddy told him its there and korkor say it wasn't?
Then daddy wasted another $3 thru the ERP.
Lalalalaaaa..

Reached, and the food is good!
Actually didnt have mood to eat lahz cos of some don't-know-how-to-reply my msg people.
):

Okayyyys. So we had dinner till 8.30pm, fetch granny home and i went to Chaichee to meet Jiahui and Serene at about 9.

I wanted to surpriseeeeee babyyyyyy.. But failed to ):

He reached at 10.

And sent me home lorz.

I'll stop here, gotta rush out.

Enjoy the pictures yaw!

Some pictures took in class on.. Tues :D

BYE!

2008-09-29T13:37:00.004+08:00

Finally my usb cable is under my controlz.

Today's Monday, first paper.

English paper1 and 2.

Urm, kinda difficult actuaaaaaallyyyyy..

I wonder if baby's gonna come meet me later (?)

He promised! :B

Okay I'll stop hereeeeee.. Enjoy the random pictures that's not in order form! (grins)

2008-09-28T03:29:00.002+08:00

I'm in no more mood to blog!
My usb cable hates me):
(cries)(!)

I don't know why..
That I'd actually feel the sudden urge to feel your warmth.
The best you could give, I felt them once again and they tenderly melt into me.
And realising you've gone so far, instead, too far to realise.
Maybe you're like a gift.
A gift that at the very moment I received it, I'll enjoy the sight, register love with it, and never want to apart a single inch from it.
Till time crosses and till feelings falls, the present is into history with no recognition..
Always till the end, even when I'm given the gift, I found out silently, I lost it at my own cost.
(love, I miss you.)

2008-09-25T23:11:00.003+08:00

Forgive me!
I couldn't find anything to updateeeez.
:B
:(
:/

._.
I'm forgotten?
I miss baby!
Okay, I wanna mug!
Infact I am, mugging like dog.

Tomorrow going to Airport to muggzzzzz!
Goodies... ?
Idk what to say lah!
I shall make it look longer.
Longie.
Long-girl.
Long ge.
Long!

Is it?
I'm so bored!
I hate Chong Guang Wei!
Hahahahahz.

I'm so proud that I went to school everyday this week!
Despite being late twice?
:D
:D
:D

Dania cut my hand on Monday!
My poor lil palm...
Sob?
She didn't even apologise!
Instead she tell me, "I won't say it because it's the hardest word."
Fuck you!
Haaaha. :D

Ok enough!
I'm fed up!
Bye!

2008-09-21T15:19:00.002+08:00

20sept 4.06pm.
♥ Thanks for the best, and your warmth baby.

Yesterday went to Marina with chaichee and Jiahui Serene Meihua.
Had lots of fun.
Baby's loved. He really treats me well tho.
But Idk how long it'd last till ~
Due to past experience.. I really dare not put my full heart into relationships le.
But don't worry I will cherish and love him if he does it toooooo.

Went to Katong and had pool with co.
Total was like $26 =.=
._. er.....
Baby sent me home and reached home at 12plus.

Dead beat.
Boopie!
Sorry for the boring post ohmegosh.
I'm so gonna take pictures with baby soon ^^

2008-09-20T01:00:00.002+08:00

Our breakup is a week old..
I'm hoping you're doing fine without me.

Went to school lah!
Benben woke me up early in the morning. (♥)
He's sick lah, sad~ Hope he gets well by tomorrow.
Then Dania called to wake me up 20minutes later.
._. I guess it makes no difference when you wake me up because I'll be late by that time~

Chinese, free periods.
Pe, went to comp lab for activities.
English, charbo. Hahahhaha :X
Recess! (♥)
Art, was busy doing art so time past really swiftly.
Anyway art's paper is out. Gosh. Idk what topic to pick..

School is starting to become like.. Come to learn but go home learning nothing.
):
What to do? Helpz!
Reached home at 1plus, was about to fell asleep when Benben called.
Oohz, he's finally awoke.

Then met up with Serene at 6plus in cab and went to fetch May to Chaichee.
May wanted to surprise someone. Hahas so sweet eh ~
Slacked about and went to pasarmalum get food, then got small lil problems.
Then slacked till 10plus and went home.

This time bus only me Serene Bernard and Benben.
Jiahui never come, made Lennon sad! ):

I need to COMPLETE MEEE STORY BOOKZ.
Okie boopiez!